I’ve been trying to figure out since this morning if I wanted to go out today. I don’t usually go out by myself cause I don’t see the point of doing it. I’d also have to spend on things that I don’t really need (well, maybe I do need them like food and water and shit but if I stay home I could have them for free).
There are places that I want to go to and new things that I want to try but there’s always this fear of doing things wrong. Sometimes there’s also this fear that something bad would happen (I’m extremely paranoid). Do you think that if I go out and try these new things my fear would go away? Maybe I’d end up being more scared? I don’t know.
I’ll let you know if I end up going out today and what I’ll do if ever I do go out.